Yesterday, as I was laying on my ice pack waiting for EO to get home from the meeting, my bedroom door opens just a tad and there is Lauren and Steph.  That just cheered me up so much!!  They couldn't stay long, Steph had to pack a few clothes, just some she will leave at Lauren's.  Lauren is even giving her one of her dresser drawers to keep a few things. Anyway, Steph had said she had over slept and so they decided to come to Solon.  So Lauren sat on one side of me, and Steph snuggled in on the other side of me.  It was a real treat. 

i'm really getting tired of these nasty migraines.  yet another one today.  it must be the weather, as I've heard, my aunt has a migraine and Ann took Andria to the ER today due to a migraine.  It is different than my normal migraines. I just can't get comfortable.  Sometimes I can find a position that will ease my pain,,, not today...well, not yet anyways.  I'm not going to give up.  The past couple days, when I got to lay down on my soft comfy bed, it feels like I am laying on concrete.  Ugg!  That is never a good sign.  Then I have to get the muscle relaxants.  It really is the only thing that helps when my whole body is in a knot. 

EO is gone today, he left to go with his dad to see Carol.  Lauren had stopped into see Carol yesterday but she was sleeping.  She stayed a few minutes but then decided to let her sleep.  EO never was able to spend much time with Carol last week with all the moving and what not.  He wanted to go see her over the weekend, but I told him with as sick as he was,  it would be a really bad idea.  And he realized he really didn't have the strength to go.  But today he is doing much better.  Looking at him, i can see he still not doing real great, but I wouldn't dream of stoping him, he needs to be able to be up there with her.  

Lauren had taken a picture of Carol while she was sleeping and sent it to me.  Carol has a very short haircut. But the thing about it is, I almost don't recognize her.  it is such a drastic change from 8 months ago. Next week will be 8 months. Unreal. 

So much has changed in our lives since last August. I couldn't even allow myself to think of my dad last week.  It has been 33 years since we lost him.  But our nerves are so raw, i couldn't even let myself think about it.  I had to just keep pushing it out of my mind.  I especially didn't say anything about it to EO.  I am just trying to help hold him together.

Last night, i was thinking about ....forget it... I can't dwell right now.

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nope, can't... i am just going to close this,