Today is so much better than yesterday.  I stopped looking for the answer and just asked for help to be ok with "No" for the answer, and I was able to find some peace.  Then a few hours later, I received a "Yes" for one of my issues.  Jehovah just always likes to surprise me like that.

Like when I prayed about getting married, and had nothing but problems (before I met EO).  then one day I realized that maybe Jehovah just wants me to stay single.  So I prayed and told him, I understood now, and I was fine with that too.  And I started making plans for my life as a single person... the next thing I knew I was married.  

I stress and worry so much about the kids.  I want them to be safe and happy, as any parent wants for their kids.  Well, I am still worried but Jehovah is helping me to be at peace and move forward.

I have a headache, most likely because of the knot I have been in for the past week.  I am finally relaxing and my body is tripping out on me.  My digestive track has been a mess for the past 5 days.  Most likely from all the stress.  Because it doesn't normally go on this long.  I've been a bit more dehydrated on top of it, and I can't seem to keep my fluids up, that goes along with the other digestive issues I've been having.  So I am focusing on relaxing and getting lots of fluids.

Colton has not been feeling well since the assembly.  So he has been in bed the past couple days.  EO and the girls are out in service.  I did my Bible reading and put an hour in the ministry real early this morning.