sooooooooo cute!!!!!!  Jehovah is awesome!!!!!!!!!!

No snow yet... I know we will get some, but we won't get what everyone else is getting.  The Dakota's and MN are getting hit hard, but there isn't much of anything in WI at all.  Crazy!  

This dampness is killing me.  I am in such awful pain I am nearly in tears, ok, not nearly.  Breathing is such a struggle today.  "Calgon, take me away".  I am in bed with the computer today.  I tried to pull the sheet down earlier and the spasm I had in my back was so bad, I cried out.  It totally took my breath away.  And once I laid down I just started to cry.  not a boo hoo poor me, but just... the pain was so bad, my body just shook and tears streamed down my face at an alarming rate. It took several minutes for me to get my breathing under control.  It doesn't happen real often that tears stream from the extreme pain I am in.  Once was when they froze my toe to removed the nail... but I didn't know i couldn't handle the freezing part... I forgot to mention to the doc that i have Raynauds.  It was like they were slicing my toe off with a razor blade one layer at a time... tears streamed and I kept saying under my breath "i'm ok, i'm ok i'm ok"  I wasn't ok..  When they asked what was wrong I told them, they felt so bad, and started adding heat to my foot.  Another time I was having a MRI with contrast.  They put the needle in my arm wrong... well it was in a tiny vein and the pain was so bad.  They kept telling me to put my arm down as I was holding it straight out, I kept trying but I just couldn't make my arm move, I started shaking all over and the tears were streaming and I just kept uttering "i'm ok, i'm ok, i'm ok" I wasn't ok.  They quickly pulled the needle out, my arm dropped down and put the needle in my other arm and I was fine.  That pretty much was how awful the spasm was. 

Then the meeting started... thank you Jehovah for understanding. It was all what I really needed, and I'm sure everyone was able to glean what they needed to comfort and strengthen them in these "critical times" that are so "hard to deal with".  We are so spoiled with all the extraordinarily generous sources of comfort Jehovah has provided.  No matter what we are suffering from, he wants to sooth our pain until the time comes when he will permanently cure our "pains".