I pulled back the curtain this morning and saw these two.  They lost their mom last year... the neighbor shot her, we know this because he asked to come over here and get her.  :(   So the twins stayed here all winter.  We kept putting food out for them and blowing trails out for them too (it is amazing how many critters use the trails he blows out.)  We are glad they survived. They stay in the yard a lot of the time and we are happy to have them.  

Well, my ear is swollen again.  The lymph nodes by it are huge and my ear is so swollen... This time i might have scratched my ear, but i'm not sure. it isn't as bad as last time as my left ear is fine.  idk what is going on with it.  maybe i will have to see a doc about it.  

and i fell asleep again.  EO asked Lauren if she could come down yesterday, as his last paycheck had come in.  There was some sort of mix up with it and so it was delayed...by a month.  oh well, at least he got it now.  Anyways, so Lauren came down yesterday for a little visit.  Well, we had lunch and visited a bit.  Then I sat down in the living room and feel asleep.  again...grrr.  i guess EO and Lauren tried to wake me up so that she could say goodbye, but all i remember is seeing legs and the window and I was out again.  EO said, I just kept saying "i'm so tired, i'm so tired".  He said she hugged me and then she left. I have no idea what time that was.  I woke up sometime after 6pm.  So I think I slept about 2 or 3 hours.  I just keep doing that.  falling asleep where ever i am. 

I tried to wake up early this morning for EO, so we could do our morning worship before he went in service.  But... i couldn't wake up.  Even now, i feel like if I let myself, I could totally fall asleep.  So I know something is wrong.  Because all my life I have never been able to sleep during the day, unless something is wrong with me, that i am sick with something.  Even all these years I have had this connective tissue disorder, I still only sleep if something is unusually wrong.  Plus my appetite is off as well.  So I'm not sure what that is about.  if that has to do with my Barretts or if it is something else.

I was so happy to see buds on my lilacs bushes.  They are starting  to spread which makes me so happy, because I know they are growing well.  The first one we planted, seemed to take forever to catch on.  I thought it wasn't going to make it at all.  But the last two years it even blooms.  I think this year it is going to do well.