Last night, I found out the brother who lost his wife just after Kelly passed, is engaged. He is able to move forward. As wonderful as that is, and as wonderful a sister he is about to marry, it makes me think of Berkie. I wonder, is he moving forward, is he able to move past his pain?
I'm so happy for the couple, but my heart aches so deeply for Kelly and her family. I feel like she has just died all over again, and it is making me feel so unbelievably selfish. I hate feeling like this!
i guess this is all just stuff, i either have to get over, or adapt to or endure. The pain is great! I have deteriorated so much since Kelly died. I miss her, and i can't imagine how heart broke her family is. Kelly,. oh Kelly, I miss you! My friend and my sister.
