I guess I'm having an off day, or maybe... I'm just so over tired, that I have the "blues" or something.  I just don't know.  I got up, did some Kettle Bells, studied my WT for tomorrow, did a bit of cleaning and organizing with EO, it has been a decent morning, yet I have the blues, so I'm guess it is either hormonal or maybe I will be running a fever later, i normally get a small spurt of energy just before I get weepy,  Then that is followed by an over whelming urge to climb into bed, and then the fever starts... it is just that I get weepy, and this feeling is just "depressed".  Or maybe it is because of how worried I have been about the kids.  Well whatever the root of it is I guess we will find out as the day goes on.

So "Bambie" has been out and about a lot more.  Pretty much every day we see him running around the house, sniffing and exploring.  I don't even know yet, if it is a boy or girl.  I think it might be a boy, I'm not sure if the top of his head looks like he could develop antlers or not.  Whatever it is, it is so cute!  Jehovah has just made the most amazing things.

I seriously need to go lay down.  I hope my mood picks up soon.  It scares me when I get depressed like this.  With so much in life to enjoy,  the last thing I want to do is feel like there is no joy in my life.  Cause that isn't the case.  2 weeks from now, we will be enjoying our second day of our convention.  I have never liked Sundays at the convention, because it is the last day and then our mini spiritual paradise will be over.  That always makes me so sad.  I just never want to have to leave and go back out into this wicked system of things.  When we started staying Sunday nights and headed home the next day, it not only lightened my load for having to pack Saturday and Sunday, cause it could all be done Monday, it also let me down off my "paradise high" in a much more gentle fashion.  My mood always picks up for Sunday too.  

Oh, plus tonight B & C are coming for dinner and are going to watch the race with us.  Daytona Baby!  As for racing tracks, Bristol has been my favorite for many years, not just because we were there this year.  Then it is Talladega, then Martinsville, then Daytona... then it is a toss up for Chicagoland and Pocono.  Although I do like Texas too.  So the rest are just whatever.  oh I do like Vegas too.  Kansas is pretty cool too.  ok, whatever.