so pretty... Steph took this pic this past summer.

Last night's meeting was just what we needed.  After the other night, we were a bit shook up yesterday.  Then the meeting last night just helped us to build our confidence that Jehovah understands and is here for all of us.  

This morning & afternoon, EO & Lauren went out in service.  Steph is home with me.  and me....mememememememe... well, yesterday and the day before, after i had my hips worked on... i knew today would be bad.  i was wrong, it isn't bad... its EXCRUCIATING!!!!!   HOLY STINKIN COW IT HURTS!!!!!!!!  ok, so...

this morning, EO & I got up to eat breakfast and do our Bible reading before he had to get ready for service.  So I was super stinkin tired as I can't function at 8 am... pitiful but true.  anywho, i went back to bed and slept for a couple of hours.  When I got up and showered and went to sit down on the bed, my hip starting more.  I sat for a couple minutes and when I went to get up... my hip refused to let me.  I slid down the bed which was also excruciating, and managed to get up holding onto the treadmill.  Well, then I tried to walk, I can only manage to slide my leg about two inches at a time.  i was in the middle of my room with nothing to hang onto.  I thank Jehovah that Steph was home.  all i could do is call out for her.  she came and helped me back into bed. 

it is the worst it has ever been.  almost like when they were popping out of the sockets.  that was excruciating as well, but this time it isn't out of the socket.  i knew it would be bad, but i didn't think it would be this bad. if it doesn't get better real quick here, Shawn & Lynetta's party is out of the question.  actually at this point, i don't think we are going to make.  i don't think i will be able to be up and around tomorrow.

i talked to my mom about getting her crutches or a cane to use so i can get to the bathroom and back to bed.  she said that was fine.  hope it gets better soon.