So beautiful!!
 
Yesterday's fever was so high, and it lasted too long, then it left me in so much pain.  I shook most of the afternoon and evening in horrible pain.  I kept trying to find a position that didn't leave me in agony but just couldn't.  I ended up taking a lot of extra pain meds.  I hope I don't have another night like that any time soon... or ever.

It was so strange how I felt like going to the store one minute and the next I felt like a big wet blanket was draining me of all my strength.  It was too much work just to sit up.  That climbing into bed was too over whelming for me to figure out.  

Today... I am in pain, but I can deal with it.  I am indescribably wore out.  i got up and did my spiritual routine without thinking, I just did it.  I tried to meditate on my Bible reading, but I couldn't for very long.  Jehovah was able to get me through my morning and that is all that I ask for.  Anything extra just makes me want to cry.  The slightest negative thought, the slightest road block, the slightest opposition has me curled up in a ball.  It is going to be a long day.  But I doubt I will remember any of it, it is just as well as days like this aren't fun to remember.