I ended up so sick yesterday.... migraine, digestive trouble, fever.... misery!  my stumbling block.  

Then last night, Carol still wasn't doing well.  EO & Deenie took her up to the hospital.  Bill was sick and couldn't go.  She was admitted.  As we started getting reports in, I talked to the kids about it.  I told them not to say anything, out of respect for Grandma and until Grandma said it was ok.  We didn't know if she would want answers from the doc first.  But, then we found out this morning, that everyone had already heard.  We knew everyone at the hall knew she was taken to the hospital, we just didn't know they knew about the cancer.  

The family is not ready for this.  

eo is driving, me, steph, bill & Stacy up this morning.  then at 2:30, colton will drive lauren up and bring me and whoever else back home.  then colton will go back up after work.  it required some juggling, too many passengers, not enough cars. but we figured it out.  eo wants to be there all day, and i just can't physically handle that.  but i don't want him to have to leave his mom either.  so that is the plan we came up with.

we girls were struggling last night, Colton said a prayer with us.  i had been praying already but, it helped having one from him too.  Here we go!