I had a really rough night, and today I am so so so stinkin sick. We invited the family over for lunch today, and I don't know how I am going to manage even getting up. I will just have to see if I can muddle through somehow.
There is one thing that is on my mind. When I look in the mirror, I don't think I look half bad... over weight yeah, but otherwise not so bad. Looking at pics of me from the wedding and at other events in the past year or so.... I look so bad. pale, in pain and sick... just horrible, I don't hardly recognize myself. Is what I see the in pictures really how I look? Sometimes people will look at me and I see fear & concern in their eyes. Just what are they seeing? One sister told me one time that my eyes always give away how I am really feeling. I can't help but wonder what they are saying.
One a lighter note, the pic I've posted here, just cracks me up.
