The kids along with  my mom arranged this limo to take us to dinner at the Radison for our anniversary (I think it was 2002) Also we picked up B&C and J&D&S and Helen Stauffer and her sister also joined us for dinner.  It was a very special night.
 
 It is 6am, I've been up since 3:45 am.  I'm not feeling good at all. I guess my doc apt was a little rougher on me than I realized.  I told her I have an apt next week with my ENT and she wanted to see my mass.  I figured it isn't that big a deal because I have so many lumps and bumps. I know where they are, what they are and what they are doing.  Granted the thought has crossed my mind a bit more because this mass is different.  As she looked and felt it over and I showed her the ones on the other side and explained how he drains the other ones, she said it was very different and  very solid (unlike the others which are fluid filled). She said, if I didn't already have an apt she would have "MADE me" go in and get it checked out.  She said it really concerns her and not in a good way.  Soooooooo... maybe i should be more worried than I am?  Mostly I have been thinking I just want to be able to eat an apple (which is too hard for me to eat) without getting terrible headaches. That and be able to not have my jaw so lopsided.  Well, I just can't worry about it, there is too much going on right now and I need to be able to focus on my family and more importantly, spiritual things.  

I know I have said it before. but I sure love being able to listen to the WT & Awake mags on my computer.  It is just the greatest thing!  Jehovah sure knows how to bless us with easy access to what preserves us alive!  Love it, Love it, Love it!

I think I will go lay down again, the pain meds are helping...at last!