This is hard, I have something I want to write about, but, don't want to ever risk, it getting out to anyone.  So if your reading this, please keep this post to yourself.
I wanted to write this right after it happened, but, didn't want it to get out, I got a phone call from my brother.  It was only for a couple minutes, but, it sure made my day/week/month.  I sure miss him. 
Why would it be so bad to tell anyone about this?  Well, so that it wouldn't get back to my mother.  She would have a HUGE fit, that he didn't call her first.  He has been emailing her some, but a phone call... well....
I want so much for him to be happy. 

I've been so sick the past couple days, I've hardly eaten anything, which means I haven't been taking all of my meds, cause some just rip my stomach apart if I don't take it with food, one makes me throw up if I haven't eaten enough throughout the day.  Maybe I would actually loos weight haha, not likely!