didn't sleep good again last night. and then i woke up really early this morning. i waited before getting EO up and when i couldn't wait any longer, i started pestering him to wake up.  we did our morning worship.  i wanted to do some writing but the past few days, when i try, i have been having to deal with my paralyzed hand.  I was able to work through it before, but today i just couldn't.  plus my fingers feel really arthritic. so i only did a little bit and stopped.

the paralyzed hand, when i was a little kid, i found when i was in school, if anyone watched me while i was writing something down, my hand would become paralyzed.  and it would take a lot for me to get it working again.  yeah, how does one write in school without people looking?  it was tough.  and then i had it for a number of years after we were married.  but then i think writing in front of the kids for so many years, seemed to help...maybe?  but now, recently, i have it again.  the thing is, EO wasn't even watching me this morning, he was right next to me, but not looking right at me.  so i don't know what my problem is.

but my hands really hurt bad today.  my fingers are really flared up.  

so yeah, not feeling great, have something wrong in my head (haha, boy is that loaded)

Steph somehow managed to go to work today.  she is thoroughly worn out.  Lauren went back into the doc office again today.  poor girl, she is so sick!  they are both making improvements though in some ways.  but in others, not so much.  Lauren's other ear is giving her a lot more pain.  it is just so sad.

EO has been busy on the phone all morning.  it feels like a Monday.  In fact, yesterday wasn't busy at all.  Today is just kind of nuts around here.  Both our phones are ringing off the hook.  It is just one of those days.  I will be ready for a nap by lunch time.