the other day, i was really out of it, (as always) but enough that i couldn't process that wiping down the fan that sits next to the bed, would be a bad idea.  there is a reason i have to have someone else clean the fans.  my allergies.  it only took 2 minutes to wipe it off.  but by the next morning, my allergies had my sinuses so flared up, it was awful.    

That was 3 days ago.  Now today, they are still flared up, but not as bad.  Plus, I had to sleep sitting up.  Every time I laid down, I kept gasping for air. I'm not sure what that was about.  So needless to say, I didn't sleep much.  I think I slept about 4 hours, or maybe it was 3 hours.  Even propped up i was still gasping for air, just not as bad as when I laid flat.  However if i sat straight up, i could breath just fine, but i just can't sleep like that for a whole night. 

it makes me think of the time i had that throat infection, where my throat had almost completely swollen shut, and the whole night i kept gasping for air about every 3rd breath I tried to take.  I spent 3 days in the hospital that time.  I actually believed that I was going to die. It was scary.  I just prayed that Jehovah take care of EO & the kids and to help them endure.

Well, I didn't feel as sick as i was that time, but last night i couldn't help thinking about it.

I didn't talk to Lauren yesterday, to see if her hearing has returned in her left ear.  She did sound and look better (although still very sick)  and i was too sick to talk with Steph as to how she is doing.  

i am so insanely tired. i don't know if i am going to be able to stay up and wait for EO to get up for morning worship, before i have to go back to bed.  oh, i hear him now.... i am going to go get ready.