yeap, still dealing with stupid allergies.  however, i was able to lay down last night and not gasp for air.  So that is a plus.  But i didn't sleep well, and was up and down a lot.  i am so tired.  yesterday my lymph nodes were so terrible swollen.  

i am not having a good day.  just sick of being sick.

i woke up about 5:30 this morning, and have been up ever since. so, yeah, i didn't get enough sleep.  ...maybe 4 hours?  had so much pain last night, that .....

i'm tired of being sick.

moving onto something else.

we did do our morning worship.  oh and i was still struggling with the hand paralyzing thing, but i found, for now, if I stop writing frequently, and letting my hand rest, it helps.  so after writing about 2 lines, i have to stop.  yeah, it takes a lot longer to get a letter written, but, then, i'm not out to set records.  i'm just trying to do the best that i can.  And i only have to rest about a minute or two in between, so that isn't so bad.  I wish i knew what triggered this... hysterical paralysis... i'm not even sure if that is what it is called, actually, i used to know what it is called, but can't remember anymore.

well, whatever the reason for it, I will just help me to rely on Jehovah all the more so I can still aux next month.  Can hardly wait!!