i have a glimmer of hope now, where i feel like I am close to being better.  however, i still can't eat.  the smell of so many things, even the look or thought of so many foods makes me queezy.  EO has made sure i have plenty of jello and broth on hand.  i have been able to handle a few crackers too.  but for the first time i am feeling hungry and so i am hopeful that soon i will be able to handle food again.

every day has been such a struggle the past... week (s).  some days i just didn't know what to do or how i was going to get through the day.  and i know it has stressed EO and the kids out terribly. 

but, things are looking up i feel. my regular daily routine will be back soon. i miss it so much.  the fact that i miss it now, tells me soon i will be doing better, as i was too sick to even realize i was missing out on anything.  it has just been a bad ...month. but things will get better.