didn't sleep much at all, so after trying for all i was worth, i gave up and decided since i was slightly clear headed enough, i would do my letter writing.  i figured that by later in the morning or afternoon i would be way to tired, so i should put my letter writing first.  then if i need to sleep later, it won't bother me.  

still have a bit of a headache today.  i'm was expecting it as the whole not eating thing would stress my body out at some point. but the headache isn't as bad as it could be, although maybe it will get worse if i can't start eating better soon.  About the not eating thing, i have it as my goal to eat a little bit every 3 hours.  i thought maybe that would kick start my appetite.  in a way it seems to be working, i think.  however, yesterday, after a phone conversation with my mom... things went really bad.  she kept talking about food, and i kept asking her to stop... especially when she kept talking about meat... it took all my strength to keep my lunch down.  even now, posting this...i am being UBER careful to keep pictures in my head of anything but food and singing a song to myself to keep me distracted.  so still can't look or think about food. 

funny though, mom commented on being pregnant, haha... i'm defiantly NOT!  i'm just sick is all.  but it is funny. 

i better go wake up EO, he has service planned this morning. and as for me, i'm ready to go to bed.