starting a day with a fever isn't a good thing.  i also have a massive headache and my stomach is freaking out... but it tends to do that when a fever starts.  i wish i didn't have to start my day, would love to just go back to sleep and start over.  but, i don't want to risk getting behind.  even if i am a tiny bit ahead on my service time, i just can't risk it. this is a time for the "power beyond what is normal" to take over.  not that it hasn't every day, but i need help even more so today.  

i hate being sick all the time, sometimes i think it is going to break me.