woke up with only a slight headache today... so relieved.  Mostly because i feel i am going to start running a fever soon, and dealing with a migraine and a fever... not pretty!!  

but i managed to get up and accomplish my morning worship.  So that thrills me.  I was even able to put a little extra time in since the past few days i was only able to do bare bones amount.  Jehovah knew if i got behind i would be crushed.  most likely, he had to put forth extra Holy Spirit to keep me going, as i sure needed it.

I'm still not able to eat anything new.  however i am working hard to eat a bit more.  but when i push it, then i can't eat for a very long time.  so i have sort of given up on pushing harder. I know someday i will be able to eat again. i still can't think about food, mostly meat, as i just get green still. granted i will have pepperoni or something like that on a piece of pizza, however... that is so little vs. a whole piece of meat. oh, and we didn't have any Jack's pizza in the house yesterday, so i had a piece of Tombstone, well.... yuck, there is a reason i have been eating jacks... Tombstone has too much spices and flavor... is that not the saddest thing ever?  So EO is going to go get more Jack's today.  Along with some more fruit and what not.

The doc apt i thought was last week is this Wednesday.  boy, with as weak as i am, that trip is going to kill me. On a good day, i can only handle being up for about 2 hours.  So ... i pray EO doesn't have to make any stops anywhere.  as much as i would like to stop and see Lauren, this time... there is no way I can handle it.  At least she will be coming down on Monday, when she goes to clean for Bill. She always stops to see us on those days... so i look forward to every other Monday.

EO has a lot going on this week.  But then he is always really busy with stuff.  I need to go wake him up, as he is going to take Bill in service this morning. He is trying to help Bill as much as possible. He is a good son!