i woke up feeling crabby this morning.  maybe it is hormones, because that seldom happens.  but after about half an hour of me trying to relax, my mood improved. so i don't know what that was about.  unless it was the disturbing dream i had, and that i blame on the fact my digestive tract is majorly freaking out on me today.  or maybe my mood was bad because i didn't sleep hardly at all all night.  I fell asleep about midnight.  woke up at 2am wide awake, so i read for awhile, then sometime after 4am, i fell asleep, but woke up hourly and struggled.  

so needless to say, i am super tired, in a lot of pain with my gut and have an awful headache.  i wish i could go to sleep and wake up tomorrow, as today has me on the edge of pulling my hair out.  i hope today doesn't break me, as i don't know how much more i can take. Jehovah has his hands full.