Monday afternoon... high fever.  Tuesday morning, i woke up... super swollen... my lymph nodes were screaming at me, not just under my arms and over my hips, but also over my belly.  When they swell over two places... (one is my arms and hips and one is over my belly) it tends to last longer than normal and makes me much sicker than normal.  Whoa!!!  Yesterday was not pretty.

So i knew, there was no way i could handle a trip to Duluth for a doc apt.  So i had to reschedule that. and sure enough... today is so much pain... actually it feels like it normally does, it has tamed just a bit compared to yesterday.  I shouldn't be sitting here right now posting, but seeing how there was no way i could sit for even a few seconds yesterday (using the bathroom was murder) but i couldn't even do morning worship yesterday, and so today, i am begging and pleading for the power beyond what is normal to get me through today.  

so i better go and not waste my strength.. but i just had to get on here today... but it is time to go!