Yeap, she made the Dean's List again!  She works so hard at her schooling.  One perk, for having such high grades, she saves $50 a month on her car insurance.  Sad she only has a couple months left before she is done.  But by then she will be working someplace as a Pharmacy Tech. 

I feel slightly better today... vs how i've felt the past few days with the terrible flare up.  I still have a lot of really sore lymph nodes, but at least they aren't making me super sick, they are just tender.  

Poor EO has been a bit stir crazy with all the rain.  He has so many projects going on right now...all outdoors.  So he has been stuck in the house with me.  Well, I haven't seen that much of him though, more than normal, but he has still kept himself busy.

i don't know how many days/weeks it has been, but i'm still not eating.  even the thought of most food, not to mention the look, is making me sick.  and food i was managing to eat, i can't handle anymore. but i do feel like i am making progress.. it escapes me how, but...oh serving size is better.  not great, but better. i don't think i have gained weight, but i doubt i have lost any.  although, when your the size of a house, it is hard to tell.  my stomach doesn't to be sticking out as far as it used to.  but again, it is hard to tell.  i never weigh myself... not counting the doc office.  i gave that up a long time ago, as i couldn't control my weight anyway.  i used to obsess about it, but by not weighing myself, i quit pulling my hair out over it.  i am so overly critical of myself, and my weight was one more thing i used as a reason to condemn myself, so i am happy i quit using a scale. i guess, ... some people who's life seems to be out of control for them, they grab on to something they can control.  since my health and weight are out of my control for me, not weighing myself and beating myself up over the fact i have no control over it, allows me to control how i feel about it.  Well, maybe i won't be able to be skinny again in this system, but at least in the new system, i will have a healthy body.