my hand is useless right now.  yesterday i tried to do letter writing, but the pain in my palm, fingers, and forearm was so bad i couldn't even grip a pencil.  

today isn't much better, the pain isn't real bad, but the paralysis is still keeping me from writing.  even typing is next to impossible. which is why i didn't post yesterday when it was so much worse.

i only need one more hour to make my time.  i pray i can pull it off. i am so thankful this didn't happen at the beginning of the month... that would have been heart breaking!! hopefully tomorrow will be better.