September
September 3, 2014
it is just amazing to me that it is September already. i missed the whole summer. Oh well, there will be plenty more in the new system.
EO is gone up town. He had some running he needed to do. Actually he has been running all morning too, he was helping his aunt, now he is helping his dad. Busy Busy! I love how he is always helping people. He says it really helps him too as it fills that gaping hole in his heart from loosing his mom. We talked for awhile about it last night. Where he was at a loss to describe his feelings, i was able to fill in those adjectives for him. He is understanding my pain that I have carried with me for over 33 years. I only wish he never had to.
He talked about how unfair it is that his mom has to miss out on so much now. I told him, that i understood that. My dad never got to see me grow up, get married, play with his grand babies and see them grow, all things that were VERY important to my dad. He loved children so much. But I told EO what helps me is the one verse, "Jehovah will satisfy the desire of everyone"... I said, it helps me to see, that what is yet to come will be so much greater than what is missed out on now. That we won't even think about what was missed, only what is greater. EO said he realized he is just going to try to focus more on helping others, to sooth that hole in his heart until then. At least he has a plan now. Having a focus will help, especially on the bad days.
EO is gone up town. He had some running he needed to do. Actually he has been running all morning too, he was helping his aunt, now he is helping his dad. Busy Busy! I love how he is always helping people. He says it really helps him too as it fills that gaping hole in his heart from loosing his mom. We talked for awhile about it last night. Where he was at a loss to describe his feelings, i was able to fill in those adjectives for him. He is understanding my pain that I have carried with me for over 33 years. I only wish he never had to.
He talked about how unfair it is that his mom has to miss out on so much now. I told him, that i understood that. My dad never got to see me grow up, get married, play with his grand babies and see them grow, all things that were VERY important to my dad. He loved children so much. But I told EO what helps me is the one verse, "Jehovah will satisfy the desire of everyone"... I said, it helps me to see, that what is yet to come will be so much greater than what is missed out on now. That we won't even think about what was missed, only what is greater. EO said he realized he is just going to try to focus more on helping others, to sooth that hole in his heart until then. At least he has a plan now. Having a focus will help, especially on the bad days.
Posted by Robyn Nelson.
