EO & Colton are over at Bill's today putting a new roof on the barn.  And speaking of new roofs, the apts will have new roofing too.  Next week a crew will be there to reroof the place.  AT LAST!  we have only been bugging them about it for the past 6 or 7 years.  

This past week has been the roughest yet.  I've never had a period so bad.  EO said the first few days i was so pale, I had no color in my face at all.  I nearly passed out, several times those first few days. I am not one to talk about such things, as my cycle.  I mean, not only is it no one's business, but who really cares anyways.  I don't even share any sort of details with EO, (as it is a bit to much for him to handle) I told Lauren about it early on, as she was here the first day, and I though someone should know since i was having trouble not passing out.  Then I broke down and told EO the next day, because it wasn't getting better.  He said he suspected something might be wrong since i was so pale, but i told him, he needed to know a few things (as general as I could be to spare him) in case i do actually pass out, he should know what is going on.  I wouldn't have said anything, normally.  However, this was really bad.  I'm not one who passes out easily.  EO made me stay in bed, which was good, as I didn't have the strength to get up.  Then as I started to feel a little better, I was still horribly weak.  

Meat has been hard for me to eat since i had gotten so sick back in July.  However, this week, I knew I needed to build up my iron and protein so I have really pushed eating more.  To the point that I feel sick just thinking about it.  But I am starting to feel better.  Stronger, and more clear headed.  But, my energy level tapers off so fast.  I know part is because I am so inactive and just don't have much strength due to being so sick the past few months.  But at least I see hope on the horizon. 

So there it is.  I've talked about something I never talk about.  But I felt it was important, because of just how bad it was this week.  I've never experienced anything like how this week went.  I hope I never go through that again. 

My hope is, that starting this next week, I can get back to my normal routine.  It has been so thrown off and I just miss it, not to mention need it so much.  So I am looking forward to getting back to it again.