the other day, a car group stopped in.  it was so nice to see such happy faces.  i wasn't able to be out of bed, but as long as visitors don't mind me being in bed, i don't mind having them stop in.  ;

everything is such a struggle.  i slept a lot more than i used to.  

wish i could think today.  i know it has been forever since i've been on here.  but this inability to think, is just impairing my thought process.  

no real changes to speak of.  still deal with terrible pain.  still deal with digestive issues.  the big mass, keeps getting bigger.  one of these years i will get around to getting it drained again.  maybe next time i have a doc apt i will try to squeeze that in too.  

Lauren has a sinus infection... poor girl!!!
Steph is struggling with sleeping.  she is working more night shifts (night baker, 12am-8am) this week, it really messed her up.  in 44 hours, she slept all of about 6 hours total.  by Saturday night she couldn't read anymore and kept mumbling incoherently.  the staff was worried about her.  but, she came home and managed to sleep about 4 hours and then last night she managed to sleep a bit more.  sure hope she gets back to sleeping again.  when she first got home, she couldn't even function to do normal basic things.  kind of scary.