Next week at this time we will be heading out for Rochester... WAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!  I will be saying a bigger wahoo when we get there, and then an even bigger wahoo when the convention begins.  This girl is excited.  I wish we could stay there always and never have to go home.  I would love to go to the DC every day forever.  Being there, is my paradise.  Someday it will be the real thing.  

EO had to take mom to some doc apts today.  They will be gone all day.  Colton & Steph are at work.  When Steph gets off work, she has to go work at the apts.  So she is going to have a really long day today.  I hope it isn't too hot for her.  The past few days have been gross hot.  Summer is here now.  

I have been doing a little better.  I have been listening to ALOT of Sing to Jehovah.  It always soothes me.  Yesterday every time I had to hit pause after a couple minutes I started tensing up and felt anxious.  Then I would hit play and I just relaxed.  
Early in each my pregnancies when my hormones were all out of whack and I would get all tense, the ONLY thing that calmed me down was listening to Kingdom Melodies.  Sometimes people would be over and they didn't want to listen to them (it was too boring for those teenagers) so they would put something else on, and I would start shaking and my whole body would knot up and then I would start getting cranky.  So they would put the KM back on and I melted right down.  
Since I have been allergic to a number of anti depressants, I had to find my own way to cope, and KM always worked.  Back then we didn't have the vocal renditions.  I always have to remember they aren't called KM anymore, but Sing to Jehovah... On the JW.org site, my tab says "Songs for Worship".  I like that.  I love how easy it is to listen to on the computer.  I REALLY LOVE that they have made the vocal versions.  I need to Thank Jehovah a lot more often for that.  It has been included to my spiritual morning routine and I just love it so much!!!!!

So Steph had bought her car, and after 3 months they said she could refinance and that would help lower the payment.  Well, she went yesterday to see what they could do for her.... and she ended up trading her 2007 Ford Fusion for a 2012 Ford Fusion.  It was between that one and a Silver one...but I can't remember what was wrong with the Silver one.  Her 07 was a 5 speed.  And although she has gotten really good at driving a stick, she does not want to move down to the cities with it.  She is going to have to learn how to drive in ALOT of traffic and she just doesn't have the confidence in doing that with a stick.  So she is happy.  Her car is pretty fancy.  It is red, (like the other one), it has leather seats, and is just more high tech then her last one.  Which was pretty high tech.  And in 9 months she can go and  refinance again, and it will lower the payment for her. Her car insurance didn't go up by much either, so she is happy.