i'm cold

today i feel worse than yesterday, but who cares

Jehovah cares, EO cares, the kids care... but i...

i'm frustrated, spent most of the day yesterday, sick in the bathroom.  i ran a high fever. massive headache. my lips are cracked open.  so dehydrated. today, i feel worse, still living in the bathroom, head won't stop pounding. there isn't an inch on me that isn't screaming in pain and the pain is maxing out, all i want to do is cry, but i'm to dehydrated for that.  i'm tired of being sick!