Could you imagine waking up in the morning and seeing this... love it!!!
So I have examined myself again because it seems I am not over being lied to. We found out the truth about more lies that we were told... it just stings and makes me feel like someone beat me up. So I have been praying about it even more, as I need to forgive ... how do you forgive someone who won't admit they lied, and keeps on lying, with no remorse? it isn't as easy as I had hoped. the thing is, I still love them and want to help and be there for them... the real kicker is, they say they are worried about us, so that we aren't hurt... shesh, seriously? Perhaps I am just more hurt than anything. the rest of the family seems to be handling it better than I am, they are plenty hurt, but they are doing better at putting it behind them. I guess I was at first able to do that, but then more info came into the light, and... it just reopened the wound for me. I will just hope nothing else comes up anytime soon and this will be the end of it, for now.
EO and Lauren just got home, so that means it is time for lunch!
