I am nervous today.  There is just so much going on, and we are just trying so hard to improve ourselves spiritually.  It is so seldom that we are all home at the same time, except at night when we are all asleep.  And many times not even then.  We haven't been able to have a whole family worship since Colton moved back in.  At first he was so far gone, that he couldn't handle being here for it.  Now he is doing better, but we have all suffered from not being able to have it together.  So we are going to try and have it at 10pm Wednesday nights.  Yeah, I'm not so sharp at 10pm, however, then maybe I won't have to carry the load for commenting as I have had to do the bulk of it all these years.  It is so hard to find a time we are all home.  Most of the time, Steph has to leave for work just after 6am (so we aren't getting up early for that).  Soon the DQ won't close until 9pm, which means Colton and/or Steph won't be home until 9:30pm and 9:45pm.  Which would give just enough time for Steph to at least get her shower in and maybe Colton if he used our shower and then study.  Being it is only one night a week, it should be doable. At least I hope so.  We are way overdue to do this.  

But that isn't what I am nervous about.  I am nervous about Steph driving down to the cities and spending the day down there.  She has not wanted to drive down there, as well, the traffic can be kind of crazy compared to what she is used to driving in.  It will be good practice for her when she moves down there (or where ever she ends up moving).  I know today will most likely help her settle it in her mind where she wants to go.  At least I hope so.  She is planning to go down there at least once a month if not twice a month, which will be good for her as she is making more friends down there. Perhaps she will find a room mate too.  But once I find out how it went today, then I will know better what her plan is, and then I won't be so nervous for her.  At least... I sure hope so. 

I am still keeping up with my Bible reading... again....  I SO LOVE LISTENING TO THE BIBLE READING ON JW.ORG!!!!!
I may have said that a time or two (hahahaha) but I just do love it!!!  It is how I start my morning, and what better way could one start a day?  It can't be topped... ok, maybe being at the DC, but you don't actually start the day there, you have to eat and dress and make lunch... ok, so yeah, Bible reading tops it, cause I get up, make a quick trip to the bathroom, brush my teeth and hair, put my slippers on and I go turn on the computer and I start my Bible reading.  I love mornings just for that.  As my back is usually killing me in the morning...

ok, about that...  All my life I normally wake up in the morning, laying on my stomach.  I would say 9 times out of 10.  And every morning my back hurts from having been laying on my stomach.  I have tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried some more, to prevent myself from doing that, and I just can't.  So every morning I wake up feeling like my spine is breaking in my lower back.  AUGH!!  Why can't I get my subconscious to figure it out that it is a bad thing for me to sleep on my stomach and so it would prevent me from having such awful pain.  The only thing I can figure is maybe my chest and belly get cold, so I roll over to get them warm again.  my brain is trying to prevent me from developing pneumonia?  IDK, but I wish my brain would just have me get a blanket instead.   Oh well.

Speaking of pneumonia, my grandma is doing so much better.  She isn't coughing as much so now she is able to talk a little bit more.  Granted talking will still get her coughing but it isn't as bad, where she isn't passing out from the cough.  So maybe soon I will be able to call her.  YEAH!