I can't believe it has already been 3 years.  I still can't bring myself to look at pictures of Kelly.  Some days I do for about a minute then I just can't bare it any longer.  I just miss her so much.  I can't even talk about it.
 
 Poor Lauren, she was getting ready for the meeting and she started having really bad muscle spasms.  Last week when her upper back and neck were out of whack, she was having spasms a little bit, then after she was adjusted, she continued.  But last night, they were so bad. She felt so bad as she wanted to try and go to the meeting, but how could she do that, when she would cry out in agony.  I told her she had to just lay on an ice pack and not move.  This morning now, she is a little better, but her back is so touchy.  I know what it is like to have those spasms, and it just makes you afraid to even breath.  I hope they calm down for her soon!

Steph came home last night, she didn't make it to the meeting.  She walked in the door and she looked so rough. She looked like someone pulled her through a knothole.  She said all day she was having dizzy spells.  She said one she had was really bad, she had to sit down for about 20 mins until it passed.  Periodically she goes through bouts of dizzy spells. Then they go away for awhile.  I do the same thing and have been having them too recently.  So yesterday was pretty rough on her.  She is up now and doing a little better.

Colton just got home.  He has been awake since 8am yesterday.  So he is trying to get some sleep.  I don't like when he has to be awake that many hours.  I fear one day it will catch up with him.  I guess all the excitement in his life has him on a high.  

EO is off to work right now.  He has been on the phone for 2 hours dealing with stuff for the apts.  It is sure a good thing that he is good at phone conversation.  We used to talk for hours.  Funny thing is, we talk better on the phone then we do in person.  I guess in person there are to many distractions, but when I am on the phone, I tune everything else out. I don't do that as much when I'm not on the phone. 

My shoulders are still killing me today.  It is hard for me to do much of anything, plus I'm super tired.  A tenant called early this morning, and I haven't been able to fall back to sleep.  Plus EO needed my help.  Yesterday I fought a migraine and today I still have a touch of it.  I know it wouldn't take much at all for it to start up again.  Maybe I will see if Steph wants to go for a little walk.  I don't know if I can handle the weight of my coat today but I think I am going to try.  Maybe it would help my headache or maybe I won't be able to make it down to the end of the driveway, but I want to get outside.  Actually I want to get away from my pain, I just feel like I can do that by leaving.  I know I can't but it is how I feel.