the cutest little fluff ball ever!
 
 Yesterday wasn't to bad a day for me, had a lot of joint pain but other than that I was not horrible.  Everyone cleaned the house yesterday, which was super awesome!  I didn't really do anything, but everyone else did.  I just stayed in bed and watched the race with EO.  Ok, I was really spacy.  I had a really hard time coming up with words and I was confused a lot, I know a couple of times EO was standing there looking at me, and I don't know why, I guess he asked me a question but it didn't process.  In fact, I couldn't even tell you what the public talk was about, I do remember thinking I enjoyed it, but I don't remember anything else.  That is why I didn't even post anything yesterday, I just couldn't think very well.

So today, Colton's friends are coming over for dinner.  I don't know what all they are going to do besides that.  He is also doing most of the cooking too.  So that is super awesome!

This morning, EO & Lauren took mom in for yet another doc apt.  actually she has two doc apts this morning.  So I was on my own to get breakfast... that didn't turn out so well.  I made myself a bowl of cereal, and right away as I was eating it, I started coughing, but I kept eating it until I was done... and coughed the whole time.  then my coughing just kept getting worse and worse until I ...lost it.  Sometimes, when I "loose it", I get these horrific pains... it is as if my whole body is being stabbed with thousands of needles.  Then the pain just stays there.  It was so awful, i couldn't even lift my right arm.  Now my arms, shoulders, chest, back and legs just have the deepest ache in them.  It just makes me cry it hurts so much.  Not that I am being a cry baby, like "boo hoo, poor me", it is more like my body is going into shock and shakes and uncontrollably tears stream down my face and I can't stop it.  Plus it just takes so much out of me, it just saps all my strength.  

So I ran out of addresses and envelopes for letter writing. Actually I am low on paper too.  So we are going to have to get some supplies on payday.  I am still a little behind on my time, but not too far.  I have had so much arm and hand pain lately, perhaps from all the writing.  Well, not just writing, but other stuff as well. Like the pain I have right now, there is no way I could even writing a single letter, it would pretty much take me the whole day to writing one.  And I just can't justify counting all of that for one letter. I just couldn't do that.  So i will wait until I have a good day.  Actually, I thought today I would be able to get some done, up until i got sick from the cereal.  Even typing right now, I have to stop about every 10 or 12 words to rest my hands and arms for 20 seconds or so.  I guess it is time for me to end this today... nuts, I just realized I am running a fever.  Maybe it will break before everyone comes, I think I will go veg in my chair and watch TV.