So I am making a pan of lemon bars for the gathering tonight after Sandy's memorial.  It still is so hard to wrap my head around that she is gone.  It is so sad.  I feel so badly for Steve.  It was wonderful that he was at the meeting Sunday.. and Jim's talk... what a wonderful gift from Jehovah to have such comforting information on such at difficult time.  Jim did such a great job with it, I don't think there was a dry eye anywhere.  I don't know if I will make it to her service tonight.  My arm is so bad today, I can't really sit still.  On top of it, I can't seem to get my nausea under control.  Perhaps cause I have needed to take some extra pain meds???  IDK, it isn't the same type of nausea, it is most likely from the bad flare up I had yesterday.  

Besides having a bit of a digestive flare up the last couple days, my hip was throbbing most of the day/night.  I couldn't sit at all, and when I stood it was just as bad.  At least laying in bed I would just have spasms of pain instead of the horrendous pain that I had from sitting or standing.  My shoulder was also giving me grief, but I thought that was due to the cleaning I did the day before, but when my hip was throbbing, I knew it was more than just the cleaning, that was a bad flare up.  I can sit ok today, but when I move my leg, my hip reminds me that it still isn't happy.

Steph had to open up the Merc by herself for the first time this morning.  Her bosses forgot they haven't trained her in on that.  She managed to figure it all out just fine, and when she was about done her boss called her to see how it was going.  Steph likes to have things laid out for her, so she doesn't mess up when taking care of a serious responsibility.  So she gets pretty stressed when she has to "wing it".  It all worked out fine though.  She said it is far easier to open up the store then it is to close it up.  I told EO if she ever moves and leaves that job, that he is going to need to get a job there.  He just started to cry... "noooooooooo".... lol, he is so funny!