a whole bunch of stuff happened all at the same time last night, and i failed to take my meds last night, so 2am, i'm wondering why i can't sleep, 6 am, i realized why i was still wide awake... i didn't take my "normal pain/sleep" meds  but by this point it was too late to do anything about it.  I knew if i took them, i would sleep all day.  and then i wouldn't be able to sleep when i need to sleep.  plus my digestive track...which i said i wasn't going to talk about anymore because i am sick of it being sick all the time, but it is super super super sick all night and this morning.  pain, suffering and misery here.