I was so hoping i would have enough strength to make it to the hall this morning for the C.O. visit.  Both my hips are just giving me so much pain i can't get dressed or stand let alone walk.  and forget getting in and out of a car and then sitting for 2 hours.  In fact I am going to have to take one of my "horse pills" here as soon as I am done eating.  So here I am in bed...again.  I am so disappointed.  i can't go, but humbly appreciative that i can at least hook up for the meeting via phone.

it was such a wonderful meeting.  I cried through much of it.  It just reassured me to not give up.