Cried and cried
Posted by Robyn Nelson on Saturday, November 3, 2012
I would totally wear these, Lamborghini's are so cool! Granted I would prefer Mustangs, or.. oh a Triumph, that is a sweet muscle car! I've driven them both for about a year, so awesome!So this morning, I woke up suddenly and frantic because it was 9:45, and I was came rushing to get my computer turned on, loaded and then get my magicjack going, so I could get hooked up for the meeting. As my computer was going, I freaked out because I realized I hadn't studied my WT, so I grabbed it and started going through it. Then I became more upset when my magicjack wouldn't load, and I thought, mom would be calling any second. I had been so sick, I had missed a couple meetings as it was. I saw Colton wasn't home, and I thought, how could he go to the meeting after working all night when he is so sick. But he must have taken Lauren to the meeting with him, and I thought, well, it is good they went together. Then I freaked out some more, thinking... wait... we were suppose to set our clocks back for daylights saving time. I looked at my phone and the time didn't change, which confused me all the more. Then, I don't know how or why I figured out today is Saturday.
So most of this morning, I was in a panic. I am so insane! Lauren was in bed the whole time, she hadn't left.
Shortly after I figured everything out, Colton came home from work. He had to go finish his police report he had to fill out on a guest who was taken away to a rubber room. :( The Sheriff talked to Colton about joining the law enforcement because of his detail to EVERYTHING. Colton has had to fill out so many police reports working for BW hotel and now here. Colton doesn't just write general facts, but very detailed reports. (5 pages long). It actually helps the police a lot because they are able to make a better determination as to how to handle a situation. like the guest needing to be taken to a hospital, and not just for 24 hrs but 72 hrs, so the guest could get the proper care. The police were able to talk to a doc and tell them exactly what had happened over the past couple days that he had worked there. Colton did tell the Sheriff that there were many reasons why he couldn't join the force. I don't remember them all, but the department knows he is one of Jehovah's Witnesses.
The WT lesson was really wonderful and so comforting. It is at a really rough time right now, coming so close to the day we lost Kelly. I just miss her so much, I can't deal with it. But then even having the info on how close we can become to pets. I really really really miss Milly too. To top it all off, it all just makes me relive loosing dad. It doesn't matter that it has been over 30 years, every day feels like it was yesterday, he missed out on so much and I hate that. It is just so hard to feel so raw right now. The WT lesson sure soothes my describable ache. Time to tuck away my pain so I can get through the day.
So Steph got a text message from her boss last night telling her not to worry, she would cover her shift for her, and to just get feeling better. She works with the best people there. Steph thought it was so sweet that they are so thoughtful like that. Steph says she just loves everyone like they are her Grandparents or aunt and crazy uncles. With everyone being so much older, it is just so awesome they love having her there.
Colton can't swallow because his throat is SO sore. Lauren isn't real bad, but she has a touch of this cold. Steph has the worst cough. She also ran a fever for a number of days, well she is still running a temp. She is the sickest. With this bug in the house, I am all flared up something awful! Yesterday was tough, I was so swollen under my arms and in my hip (I still am) that I just stayed in bed with pillows all around me. I would get up for a few minutes at a time, but just couldn't handle sitting up very long. Today I am running on adrenaline because of freaking out this morning, and then Colton telling me in detail about the police report he had to fill out. So I am kind of shaky right now. I have to figure out a way to chill down.

