Another rough night.  Last night, my pain level when through the roof...it was insane!!  It took all my strength not to scream out loud.  I first tried to find a comfortable position and when that proved futile, I went for the big pain meds.  My whole body was shaking in pain, and when the pills kicked in, sweet relief. I try to not have to take a lot of extra pain pills, but sometimes, i just have to.  Now today my muscles hurt even more, because of my horrible flare up last night.  It is going to be a long day.

It is a crazy Monday.  Monday's are normally crazy, as EO has a lot of work to do at the apts on Mondays.   He is already gone as he has both the plumber and gas co. guy there working to get the heat back on at the apts.  (the plumber was a no show last week when they had an appointment set...grrrr)  EO will be working much of the day there.

The girls had gone up to see Carol yesterday.  Some days are better than others for her.  She is having a rough time.  I hope she can rest up as tomorrow she has a dentist apt.  I know that will be really rough on her.  I imagine it will set her back a few days, but she has to tend to her teeth before she can start Chemo.  

Normally when I get up, I try to do so before my body is awake and convincing me to stay in bed.  Usually I am about half way through my morning worship before I begin to feel what condition I am in.  But this morning was different.  My whole body was flipping out and my head was pounding before I made it to the table. I was needing Jehovah's strength just to get started.  And because of his strength I was able to do my morning worship, and that made me feel so good.  Now that it is over, all I want to do now is crawl back into bed.  I sure feel rough, and with the furnace running.. my allergies are going crazy.  pain suffering pain suffering pain suffering... maybe i should do my morning worship again...heehee