this is one of the views at the Hearst Castle in California.

Things of kind of been building up here in the house... just stuff not getting put away.  Then when that happens, it seems like regular cleaning isn't getting done. So I put the messy stuff away and EO and the girls did some serious cleaning this morning. The house looks so much better.  

i woke up so too early this morning, 7:30... and i couldn't go back to sleep.  so I did my morning spiritual routine, then started one cleaning a few things up.

Today Steph is working on the play list for the dance, so we are listening to lots of music.... i will most likely not be able to sleep tonight, as if i listen to it too much, i am dreaming all night of music, and I always wake up super tired.  Maybe i will take extra pain meds or something and maybe i will counter act it.... or, maybe I will just say....."i will not dream about this tonight". cause that works all the time.  it really does.  if i see certain things that might disturb me, i will concentrate really hard and say in my head "I will not dream about this tonight" and I don't.  if i don't say it, I will dream about it.  kind of goofy how the brain works.  But then I have been able to have some control of my dreams for as long as I can remember.