i knew I would be in pain today after my the adjustment to my back and all, but I think the stress of yesterday triggered a flare up that has made it even worse.  I can't think or concentrate on anything at all and I feel like I am such a bear.  Maybe I will use the table we got from Ann and go lay down and use my computer to listen to the new WT mags.  I tried to look at my WT lesson but I can't get anything out of it at this point.  I will just have to wait until I can take some massive pain pills later.  Granted, I most likely won't be able to get anything out of my WT then either, as I will be stoned out of my mind, but today calls for extreme meds as I am on the verge of pulling my hair out.

Last night Steph, EO and I watched The Man From Snowy River and Return to Snowy River... the best movies EVER... well that is in our family's opinion anyways.  Steph bought them for us on DVD the other day.  We had them on VHS but they are getting pretty worn as we have watched them a bazillion times.  Lauren was at Stacy's and Colton was hanging out with Joey & Megan, so Steph & I snuggled in bed while EO sat in the chair and we munched on junk food.  Yeah, I through my diet out the window yesterday, I just could have cared less what was going on.  Today I am back to watching what I eat, but I needed yesterday to just not have to think about it.

this is all i can handle today.  time to go find the good pills.