This was also at the fair in Rochester and these deer loved being pet.  

Yesterday I knew was going to be bad.  And it really was.  I was so sick, I just shut down.  I couldn't talk or do anything.  EO stayed with me all day.  It always stresses him out when I have days like that.  I feel bad, as he doesn't need that kind of stress, but there just isn't anything I can do.  My fever was so high, and lasted so long.  I am just thankful I don't have days like that every day.  

Today is better, but not by much.  I am more "with it", but I'm moving so very slowly.  I even over slept this morning.  Lauren came in and woke me up at 9:30.  She didn't want to half to, but she thought she better check if I wanted to be awake for the meeting.  After how sick I was yesterday, I really needed the meeting today.

When I have days like yesterday, I really wonder how I can even think of trying to aux this month.  Granted it is just the 30 hrs, but still.  But, after all that Jehovah does for us every day.  Just getting us through the day.  And then he allows us to have this 30 hr opportunity to benefit us.  How can I say no.  What excuse do I really have?  I have a few RV's and granted I can't do the 30 in all the door to door work as i just can't travel anymore.  But between face to face, phone calls and letter writing, all qualifying as acceptable (which I am thankful for), I just can't justify not accepting the invite and I will just keep trying to do what I can.