Ouch... my back hurts so bad today.  Any little move I make with my legs or to reach a little makes my back grab.  The other day when my neck and shoulder was so bad, my lower back was just mildly flared up.  Now my neck is a lot better and my low back is bad.  Oye!  It not fun!!  So I am in bed today.

I did get up for morning worship, but that was tough.  So once I was done, I just went back to bed. And here I will stay today.  

The kids all had fun last night.  It was good to hear them all laughing.  Lauren doesn't usually hang out with the group, as mostly they have been doing campfires and she doesn't do well with that.  But yesterday they just stayed in the house, and she hung out and just had more fun.  Which was nice, since Colton asked her to make her yummy pizzas.  Well, he helped her too, cooking up all the meat and whatnot.  Oh, and I have been getting sick when I eat chicken... so I am staying away from as much as I can.  So no turkey and no chicken.  I do hope I don't go back to not being able to eat anything again.  

I am so tired!  It has been so cold and flurries practically every day, the snow on the deck hasn't even melted.  I keep hearing it is going to be extra cold and snowy this year.  It kind of looks like they are going to be right....for a change. 

So when EO got home yesterday, he was so sad.  He said the mass just keeps getting bigger in Carol's abdomen.  I think we will find out Thursday as to what day she will start Chemo.  I do hope she can tolerate it and that it stops the cancer from growing.  Even though she is so thin, her belly keeps getting bigger from the mass.  And she is on so much pain medication now, every 2 1/2 hours she gets pain pills.  I hate that foggy feeling, where you can't think or process... being stoned is awful!!  Poor Carol has to endure that as well.  EO said she really isn't eating very well.  Carol thinks she eats most of her food, when in reality, she only eats about 3 bites of food.  So I do hope EO remembers to tell her doctor  that she isn't eating.

EO just made me lunch, and my head is pounding.  Time to go.