OK, I'll say it, I miss having babies.  Not that I could even mange to take care of them, but I miss the giggles and snuggles and seeing their eyes light up when they learn new things.  In the new system, we will be sure to have babies again... that is, if it is Jehovah's will.  If not, I know he will have plenty of other things for us to do.  And I am glad I had the chance to have our 3 babies.  

I am so so so tired today.  I didn't want to get up.  Our new blanket is so cozy and warm and I just love it.  EO does too.  He loves being under tons of blankets, but I don't like piles of blankets like he does, so normally it is just a sheet and comforter.  So he is really glad to have an extra blanket on the bed.

EO and his dad are picking up lumber today, and he will get started on the barn expansion.  Steph will be able to help when she gets home from work at 2pm.  She was gone last night dog sitting for a co-worker.  At least I think she is coming home at 2?  I forgot to ask.   

I don't know if I will make it tonight or not to Becky's party.  The girls will go for sure, but I'm so bad today.  My lymph nodes are so so so swollen under my arm and in my hip, that sitting is so uncomfortable.  I just don't know if I can handle sitting at the party.  Lauren can order a can opener for EO.  Plus she is going to book a party off Becky's, for the early part of Nov, while EO is gone hunting in MN.  I haven't felt good enough to think about it even, but that's ok, it is Lauren's party.  She is already planning the food she is going to make.  

I don't feel well, I think... yeap, I am starting to run another fever.... augh nuggets!  Well, I'm off to bed!