that is pretty much how it goes for me when I pray... there is so much to pray about, I get all scatter brained.  I try to prepare ahead of time, about what I want to pray about... but then I go all crazy with my prayers.  And the prayer at bedtime, can keep me up for an hour just trying to sort it all out.  So when I saw this.. I just laughed, cause that is so me!!

Monday is always busy here.  The phone rings more on Monday than it does the whole rest of the week (at least it seems like that).  Today is no exception.  EO went to town, as the car we bought, the wiper fluid pump doesn't work right.  So he is also getting a chance to see Carol.  Tomorrow when i have my doc apt, we will be able to see her as well.  We do try to make use of every opportunity we can to see her, even if she doesn't wake up while we are there.  

Still super tired.  I managed to stay awake yesterday but it was really tough.  I still have't gotten over this terrible back of the head headache either.  Some days I get so tired of being sick.  I miss being out and about. Being at the hall with the friends and in service too.  Isolation royally stinks!!!  At least I have EO and the kids, but I miss hearing about how the friends are doing.  Not like the FB stuff... "I have new shoes" or "I cut my hair".  Because you can't connect emotionally with the friends on that sort of a superficial level.  But this is how it is regardless of how I wish for it to be different.

We are still praying over here about the job situation.  Steph is in serious need of a job.  She is still really glad she left the Merk.  I'm a little annoyed that they cut the coffee shop hours on her, then wouldn't give her more hours, kept giving her Sundays.  So she left, hired someone else, and now opened the coffee shop back up full hours.  Grrrr.  Clearly there was a problem there.  She needs a job where she can have her meetings off. But she hasn't been able to get hired on anywhere. We know Jehovah will help her with this.  I have been trying to change up my prayers, to get more specific, then i tired to be more general, now I am just asking for anything that He sees fit as she is nearly out of her savings that are paying her bills.   If you are looking for something to pray about Steph really needs a job... badly!!  

Lauren is doing ok, her job is still working for her.  I know she won't have problem finding a job as a pharmacy tech once she finishes school at the end of the year.  

Colton too is happy with his job.  He is making plenty working PT to pay his bills. And if he needs more hours, they are happy to give him more.   So that is working out well for him.

Just Steph needs help badly!