Jehovah just gives us so much beauty.
 
 So I was too sick all night and didn't get to study my WT until going through it during the meeting today.  That just hurts me, that I was so sick the past 2 days to not be able to study.  Maybe I will have to come up with a new plan for doing my WT.  I have been trying to do it on Friday's because I've learned Saturday doesn't work for me.  Perhaps I will try to do it on Wednesday?  I will have to see what I can figure out.

But on to the WT lesson.  I just broke down... again.  It was so comforting to see how Jehovah doesn't give up on us.  He draws us because he sees our potential.  So even if we think, we don't have any potential, our short sighted view of ourselves is not Jehovah's view.  If we "trip up", He wants us to "get up and move forward".  I've seen when I have a weakness that Jehovah provides just what we need until we can get past our roadblock.   I am oh so thankful for that help. 

I hope and pray this lesson helps those who have "one foot in and one foot out".  BTW, I didn't pick up on that in the picture in the lesson, that the youth was standing on both the side of the truth and the world.  Jesus makes sure the faithful slave doesn't miss a detail.  

I am feeling so unworthy of Jehovah's great love for us.  And at the same time so grateful.  All I want is to not hurt him.  Being so sick the past couple days, really has me feeling weak.  I'm so swollen and in such physical pain today.  I am so glad that Jehovah doesn't want us to be anxious about tomorrow, because all I can manage is one day at a time.